| | As the title says... I am missing everyone today. I can't wait to be back in good old D-town (DeKalb). I really want school to start... I am very bored without all my classes. I may be a basket cast during the year, but I am really bored with no classes to worry about. I miss my boy most of all. I miss sleeping next to him and waking up with him right there. I miss my late night talks with Ronshanda. I miss watching Lost and Big Brother without my Jenish Brown. I miss making fun of people with Emily. I miss teasing Joshy poo about everything. I miss Amber and her funny sometimes xxx stories. I miss Stephanie... she always gives me something to laugh at ( you know I love ya girl). I miss Melissa and our runs to the VCB to buy SAI shirts. I miss Sarah and her laughing. I miss Kristen and her stories about things that I can only dream to someday experience. I am going to go to bed before I get really depressed! Only 6 more days till I am back at school! | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment   |
| | I hate work! Well, no I hate the people that I work with (there are a few exceptions, but not to many). They all need to grow up and realize that a summer day camp job is not a "real, grown-up job" they should not be working there for the rest of their adult lives. Such as.... Melissa (22) who feels the need to shove in my face something that she wasn't even there for. How can she believe her staff when they haven't done the right thing all summer. I hate ignorent people, and I am becoming one by rambleing on like this. Any who, this University Plaza thing has become more of a headache then it needs to be! I am living at NIU again next year, unless I get a job as an RA for UP the following year. I am very tired... I stay up all night reading the book Angels and Demonds by Dan Brown (author of the DeVince Code)... it is a pretty good book, but I just started it. I can't wait to get back to school...see all of my friends again... i haven't seen Roni in close to 3 months.. I miss that Bitch! I am not doing much this weekend.. going to seven mile fair with the rents.... ohhh what fun! I have to get packed for school and such as well. That is all for now, I am just tooooo tired to write anymore! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Wow, it has been a long time since I posted last. I am not going to even try to recap my life since the last time I posted. It is summer, there is only three weeks until I set foot in my first class of Junior year! I can't beleive I am going to be a Junior... it seems like yesterday that I was a freshmen moving into the dorms and beginning the weird and foreign world they call collage life. I have so much to work on this semester. I have to get myself prepared for the semester in Italy, I am vp of italian club (which has SOOO many problems I dont' even know where to start), I am social chair for Sigma Alpha Iota (where there are three different groups 1st the ones who hate the younger ones 2nd the younger ones who just want to co-exist with the older ones and 3rd the ones who dont' know what the hell is going on!). As for living arrangments for this up and comeing year... I will be living in University Plaza with my four best friends at NIU. Roni and I will be living in a quad with two other girls, and Josh and Howie will be living in a quad with Tom and Ben right next door to us. I hope this year is as good as last year was.
This summer hasn't been all that great. I really don't like my job very much, people don't listen and I feel under appriciated. Kristen is still living in Arizona, Sarah is taking summer classes in Chicago and that leaves me here alone. Sometimes I am able to hang out with Aubs, but she is a busy girl. If it wasn't for that I wouldn't have my sanity. I only get to see Howie every once in a while. Let me tell you... it is no fun only seeing your boyfriend every other week, but when we do get together it is great!
I did a play this summer. It was fun, and it kept me busy for two months. I hope I am able to do it agian next year. I hope that I will have a little break in between school and the show though. It was called Side by Side. It was a whole bunch of songs written by Sondheim. I didn't think that the show whould come together like it did. There were a lot of people who actually liked it... kind of shocking. I like doing the show, and I will just leave it at that. Oh, and I LOVED working with all the old St. Joes people again... that is what's making me come back.
Well, I have to get ready for work now, I hope that I can remember to post more often, but I can't promise much. Please post a comment or two for me to read! | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| Sorry guys, this entry won't be very long, due to the fact that I got up at 5:15a.m. to strat my new job. It was really cool working at a corperation getting your own desk and computer. I also like the fact that I know a lot of people who work there (thanks to my mother) and who are really nice. My boss's name is Lorri and she is a real sweetie. She is very patient and I think that her and I will get along very well. Basically, my job consists of analysing data. I have to figure out if mark down periods are to long or to short Which means that I will help in deciding how long it will take for "slow-moving" items to get out of the store. It does not sound all that interesting, but it is. The other intern I am working with seems nice, a little arragent, but nothing that I can't handle (you all know me)!
On to fun things... I am going into chicago on Sat. with Kristen so I can see Howie and introduce Kristen to him! I miss them both VERY much! I can't wait for Kristen to come home on Thursday. I will hopefully have things to do on the weekend! I know.. I really need to get a life! I do have one at school, I promise! LOL! Time for bed... very very tired! Need the rest, but I will write again soon! Love you all and hope that your break is going well! | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Drop It Like It's Hot | | Subject: | I AM DONE!!! | | Time: | 09:30 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/red/full_sr.gif) full |
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| I am done with the NIU fall semester of 2004!!! WOOOO HOOOOO! I am so happy.... my grades are good, I have a really good job lined up for break that pays 12$ an hour, I have a boyfriend that I am so in love with, my mom is cancer free, and I have lost ten pounds... 2005 is looking out to be a REALLY good year for me! I am so happy to be home and I will be even more happy when all my friends are home for the hoidays, especially Kristen! I am really going to miss my NIU gang... I love you Roni, Josh, Howie, Jen, Emily, Jeremy, and Katie! Can't wait to see you all agian in '05!
I have only been home for a day and I have already done sooo many chores! That is the one thing that I hate the most when I come home... CHORES!! I love being home and spending time with the family, not cleaning up after them! LOL! Well... I love them so I will do it. I am going shopping with my mom for new work clothes on Suday... 5 New outfits. I can't wait. I am so excited!
I found out that Roni and I will be rommies agian next next year. Well, at least for half a year, because I will be in Italy the second part of the year. Roni wants to come study with me, so hopefully that will work out. I must admit that it will be hard not being able to see howie, but he knows that it is really important to me. I love him so much! It will be hard just being away from him this month.
I am hoping to still write in this every other day, but who knows. I may be tired at the end of the working day! But since I love all of you that read this I really will try! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I am doing what I promised... writing in the old journal!! I hope that someone is reading it! Oh well... at least I can get things off of my chest! Today was a really good day! I got to see family members that I have not seen in a while and catch up. I spent the week at my grandmothers so I could help her get ready for the twenty-four people she had over today! I also went shopping in downtown Woodstock (that is where they filmed the movie "Ground Hog day") and we found a lot of cute antique things.
I have a lot to do tomorrow...a paper that I have procrastinated on (only three pages!) and I have to get some shopping done for my secret sister (NOT NAMING NAMES!). I also have to talk to my boss to make sure that I will get some hours during christmas break! Which (thank God) is coming up in a week and a half! That also means that finals are almost here and I am soooo not ready for them! I do have all the study guides...it's just actually studying for them that is the problem. I am making a study schedule for next week so I won't be so stressed out!
Things with Howie are good (of course). He is sooo sweet! He called me today not only to wish me a happy thanksgiving, but to also call to say that he was thinking about me and missed me....awwwwww....How damn sweet! My heart does go out to Lisa... Girl, you are such a sweetie and there are more fishes in the see... you will find someone else and everything will be all good!
I cannot wait for chirstmes! I am feeling it soooo much this year! I am not really asking for anything to terribly exciteing... it is just that I love all the christmas stuff (e.g. tree, oraments, and lights). Roni and I are going to decorate... making snowflakes for the hall and having a little christmas tree! I can't wait!! I love christmas soooo much!!! Okie Dockie I have got to go to bed!! I am sooo tired! | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| I have now posted again! I know that it has been a while so all you people get off the damn back!! (just kidding love you all) A lot has happened since I last posted so I will just hit the main points: First off, my mother is now cancer free!!! This is truely the best news in the WORLD!! Secondly, I was accused of plagorism, but that is cleared up... Which is truely the second best news in the world!!! And last but not least I am dating the BEST guy in the world!! His name is Howie (Howard)he just turned 20 and is more then anyone could ask for! We are about to have our two month anniversery on Tuesday!! I can't believe that it has finally happened to me! I am so happy that I could just burst with excitment!
Sigma Alpha Iota is going really well... I want to run for fundrasing chair next semester. I know that it is a lot of responsibility, but I think I can handle it! I am loving the group more then ever and I feel like I have grown closer to a lot of them... especially Melissa! She is awsome and I Lover her sooo much! She always makes things fun! There are a lot of other people that make me happy too!!
My Italy trip is coming along well. I am going to start applying to get into the program soon, as well as looking for scholorships! I can't wait SRRING 2006 baby!!! The best time of my life are yet to come!
Tomorrow is iniciation and I have to memorize a little diddy for it... I am the worst when it comes to memorizing speeches. Oh well... all will be good, because I have friends involved and I want to make this ceramony the best it can be!
I am going to watch Blazing Saddles and Life with Howie, Roni and Josh after SAI rehersal... I am soooo excited... (plus roni's friend Ryan is coming... SO FUNNY!!)
Tomorrow I also get to hang out with the parents and have a good time! We are going out to dinner and then possibly a movie (oh I hope it is Polar Express!). I am a little nervous about them meeting Howie for the first time, but I am sure that Howie will pull it off... all of my other friends from back home literally fell in love with him the first they met him. I have to go to the little SAI thing... I am hoping to make a habit out of writing in this thing at least twice a week... I'll keep my fingers crossed! (you should too... only lord knows what I will do! LOL!!!) | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I am home for the weekend! I love when I get to spend time with my family! The only thing about coming home yesterday was I had to sit through a TON of traffic! Every way I went I was stopped . Well I got home alright and am now funning some errends.
I really don't have to much else to say except that I am going to miss all my frineds from niu and i hope they all have great weekends! | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| Today was a good day... I went to coffee with my good friend mike... we were able to play catch up which was nice. Then I went out to dinner with Sarah and her dad... I had a blast!! It was really nice of them to take me out! Thank you so much Sarah and Tim... I love you both. Also thank you so much for the black bag... IT IS PERFECT!!!
I get to go home tomorrow I can't wait! It is hard for me to get to see my mother and 2 weeks is a long time for me! I also just want to thank all of the people who keep my mother in their prayers... it means so much to not only her but to me as well! I know that she will beat this!
I am so happy for all my friends...since August was national romance month and i was not really on that much last month i want to give a shout out to all my friends with special guys or girls out there! Sarah and Rocky. Amber and Marty. Roni and Eric. Mike and Ellen. Amanda and Mark. Christine and Mike. Lisa and Dan. Katie and Alex. Emily and Jermie. Melissa and John. Ray Ray and John. Michelle and Jeff. To all my other friends James, Josh, Steph, Jen, Kristen, John, Howie, Matt and all u crazy sai chicks who have no one I wish you all the best and hope that u find that one true love next month!
As i said i am going home this weekend so if any of my friends from back home are there just hit up my cell. Also I am not sure weather or not I will be on the internet this weekend so don't be mad if i do not answer an e-mail or i am not online... my computer is being gay at home! I love you all and hope that you have a great 3-4 day weekend! | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | School | | Time: | 04:49 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/red/blank_sr.gif) blank |
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| I now have my computer back (after two months of not having it) so I will be updating as much as I can. I am back at school and in my second week. I love all of my classes and my teachers. I am so happy that this semester is turning out better then the last two that I had here at good ole NIU. I also have a new roomie, Roni I LOVE HER! I loved my last roomie Michi a lot, but now that she is in Peoria going to school so I had to get a new one and Roni is great! I have also joined a lot more activties around campus... like Sigma Alpha Iota I love being part of SAI I really feel like I belong with all of them. I want to give a shout out to Liz and her new baby girl Sofie I can't wait to see both of you! I also joined the Campus Republicans. I love being able to voice what I have to say without haveing to always argue my points. I am just with people who understand the way I am feeling.
Here is a little update on my mother... she is doing good she is on the last kemo in the second round. Her next step is radiation, because there is cancer on her skin where her other cancer was. She has her hopes up and is staying strong. I love her so much! I am keeping her in my prayers and I hope that all of you are also. I want to catch up somemore so I will go back on later. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Ms. Jackson | | Subject: | Weight | | Time: | 09:37 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/red/grumpy_sr.gif) irritated |
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| I have a personal trainer and I work out... but the scale is going the other way... i know i am gaining muscle, but it is extremely frusterating... So i feel like i am going to go back to school after i worked so hard and people are going to be like OMG she has gained sooo much weight... when i really haven't. It is so superfitual of me to think that but it is how I feel.
so my mother is in the hospital at the momment...she has a fever and they are trying to get it down... I am sure that she will be just fine... She is very happy though... her hair is growing back... she may be able to actually style it soon... alright it is almost time for bed! So that is where I will be from now until 7 am when I have to wake up... good night and I love u all dearly! | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Naughty Girl | | Subject: | Chicago | | Time: | 03:43 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/red/stressed_sr.gif) rushed |
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| I am in chicago with Sarah this weekend! I came down for the cubs game... unfortunatly they lost. So now we are going to go over to my cousins and help him move into his new apartment! He is having a little get together later on... you know what that means... LOL!! The cubs game was REALLY fun... we were sitting right by the old Sosa!
Camp is going fine.. getting a little tired of the spoiled children I watch, but other wise it is going just fine. The only reason I am excited for next week is my a*&hole "siteleader" won't be there!
I have to go now.... my bestfriends mom is being a brat... she really wants us to be there to "HELP"... WE HELPED THIS MORNING..... I have to go... Love you all and leave me a message to come back to! | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| I seriously cannot be left in a room alone for more then five min.'s, because every time i am i get thinking about things... mainly the future (there are more). I sat in my room thinking about the town where I live... and it made me want to cry! I don't want to be here anymore! I want to move to the east coast! Then I think of all the things that I have done and want to do.. and I reallilized that I have only done EVERYTHING half ass... I don't want to be a half ass girl anymore!! I want to see this one through to the end! I will get to Italy my junior year and I WILL get out of the midwest... SO HELP ME GOD!!
Well that is enough about my personal issues... everything else is going fine.. work is good.. not at all stressful this week (thank the lord)! I am also going to the Ren. Fair on Sat.... should be fun maybe maybe not... Oh and i don't know if I said this already but St. marks (my parish) is haveing a festival this weekend (sunday) you are all welcome to come... just give me a call if u need directions!
Now it is time to go to sleep... what a boring life I lead! Night all... | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Californication- Red Hot Chili Peppers | | Subject: | a PS2 Game??? | | Time: | 09:34 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/red/mellow_sr.gif) calm |
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| I am obsessed with the PS2 game "Harry Potter- Prisoner of Azkaban" I am such a loser, but i really can't stop playing it! I don't know why! It is sooo addictive! Well... there's my dorky side.
Tomorrow at camp it is 80's day... I can't wait to puff out my hair... and ware TONS of makeup! It should be sooo much fun! Then Wed. is 70's day... i am going soooo grunge! Wearing a tye dye shirt... bootcut pants... flip flops and stoner glasses. It should be so much fun, plus the kids will really like it.
Nothing really exciteing happened today... same old same old. Oh and for just all of you who read this and have not gotten the message my new AIM is NIUBeckaboo. (Please only friends AIM me) | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Love Shack! | | Subject: | bored... | | Time: | 10:03 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/red/exhausted_sr.gif) drained |
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| | Oh wow... I haven't just sat around and done nothing in weeks... it was nice, but it is also REALLY boring. I think i watched about 4 movies today... 2 which i have never seen before. Well, that was my exciting day. That is how it always is though... oh one kind of cool thing... i am setting up my friend Kristen to my cousin Tommy... we will see how it works out! Who knows, but it is kind of weird to think that both my best-friends will be dating my two closet cousins... I guess it is a good way to keep them all around! LOL... well i am going to go watch more movies... SHOULD BE LOADS OF FUN!!! Nighty night... Sleep tight! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Well...I went back to St. Joes to see the Alumni show..."Godspell" It was really good. It was just weird seeing everyone again... some more welcome then others... but none the less nice. Aubs did GREAT... so did Dana. Trisha, Stan, Tony, Rob, and Thre. This was my 1st time seeing it performed, and i have to say that it was a great experience! As i think i have said... my own computer is broken... i use my Brothers whenever I can. I hope that all is well with everyone... feel free to leave me a comment to tell me how you are doing! It would be great to hear from everyone! Love you all... and good night! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I don't really know if I am all that thrilled about going back to school. I am excited about living with Roni, but the actual "going back to school" part I am not all that thrilled with! I miss all my friends, but I really feel that I am needed back home... Oh well, maybe when school starts up again I will be happy to be back there.
I don't get what goes through people's heads sometimes... for instence... I was at work and someone stole my bookbag right out of my hands! I couldn't believe it... one of the friendly counslers had to run them down... Thank the good lord that I got everything back, but it was a scary experience! I know that that person will get what he REALLY deserves!
I can't wait to go to see Roni on Sat. I miss her soooo much! I also can't wait to see her in her play! I am also excited because i get to see Godspell on Friday night with my BFF Kristen! I also get to see all my Alumni performing in the show! Should be loads of fun!
Anyway... last night I went out with Kristen... we had A LOT of catching up to do... considering we had not seen each other in like 10 days.... we really didn't have a whole lot to talk about... Thank GOD she is over Brenden... well for the most part anyway. She also had a great time in Turks... I am sooo jealous! I hate her sooo much.... it was like 90 when she was there... while i was freezing my ass off in San Fran!!!!! Oh well... it's all good!!!
I am soo excited (I am being sarcastic).... at camp 2morrow we are having a camp out day... should be LOADS of fun.... NOTTTTTT!!!!!! Oh well... my computer is still broken... i will update as soon as my brother leaves his computer unattended again!!! LOL.... bye all... | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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